I don't have anything figured out. I can't even picture how I'll get through today. But a quiet moment is all I need to fortify my resolve and quell my panic. Onward and upwards.
Everything counts in large amounts. But it doesn't FEEL like it. So... in theory, I can hide away and watch Arrested Development in the dark by myself only emerging for bathroom breaks and tea, right? Right. Good.
If I had any friends*, I'd have someone to show my shiny new achievement to. As it stands, I finished it, looked at it for a bit, put it on my desk, and am already starting to forget about it. Cool. *friends that I had, again, an emotional investment in and vice versa.
If someone asked me, and I mean really meant it. If I had some emotional investment in them and the feeing was mutual, and they asked me, I'd say yes. I hate everything about the city, but I'd say yes and more importantly, I could be really, REALLY happy with my decision.